It's hard for me to be so far away.
It makes it easy to pretend.
Sometimes I feel so disconnected, I hardly believe what is going on.
I know what my BIL and sister are dealing with, but being so far away?
Makes it seem unreal.
I won't lie.
The question of why do bad things always happen to good people has run through my head- a lot.
It doesn't change the situation.
It doesn't change Who God is.
He remains the same while everything is spinning out of control.
That IS what's happening.
Spinning out of control.
10 Grand mal seizures in one day? Doctors who truly don't care. And I mean truly. His neurologist simply didn't care and would have sent him home if another bed didn't open up at another hospital (thank You, Lord!)
Tonight I am having a hard time dealing with all this.
But God is still sovereign.